I also went up to the post office to pick up the DVD player and down to the store for groceries. It rained and i got very soggy. I still can't find sumac anywhere, but i came home and cooked up a kick ass meal anyway. I did a kofta in tomatoes with home-made steak fries. The fries make me happy because i could never find a potato that worked for them in Australia. The rest made me happy too, actually, it feels good to cook something different.
Now it's 11pm. Tomorrow i am going to try to do the rescheduled lunch with J's dad that didn't happen today, or at least have a coffee. You know she's in Vancouver at the moment and it's even easier to get sucked into a hole when you're alone. I will also drum some more because all i've done the last few days is play beats on my laptop and i don't think it appreciates being tapped on all the time - it crashed this morning. I should try get to bed before 3am tonight.
Really trying to see the light here, to do it right.