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Not the only one...
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I missed the show tonight and will have to watch it coming Saturday, but you have no idea how much less lonely this makes me feel:


The ages, the background, it's like a carbon copy of my story. This is something i really haven't talked about much in my journal. It's on my mind every single day, and at times i cry for hours and hours. Noone really knows how to help me, and to be honest i don't really know how to help myself either. Recently i've just pushed it aside, trying to deal with other, more important things. I'm surviving, yet every time i think back to this i need to pull out everything i can to stop myself collapsing back into depression. I don't know what to do, i just don't know :(

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"You know most chicks seem to think transsexuals are cute." That doesn't sit well with me. Of course you know I am great at taking things personally that have nothing to do with me, but if you will remember This girl never spoke out against it because you presented it as something you needed to do in order to live a.. oh just to live. I don't think it was ever soley a matter of "transexuals are cute". You convinced everyone along with yourself so comletely that I just think every one was trying to support you. Um yeah, I'll shut up now.

Oh hon you know i didn't mean you. I was talking about my mother, sister and specialists. That group of five or six people were the only people i had any real life contact with outside of work for almost 18 months. I know you were only supporting me in whatever i felt was right at the time, and perhaps they were too... And maybe it's my paranoia but even now i can't shake the feeling that women in general (and no i don't mean you because our relationship is so different) have somewhat of a soft spot for guys who want to become chicks.

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