And this is why i don't open up to people, because what's the point when they don't get it anyway? I'm so sick of starting to care for people and then having them turn around and lay out some bullshit lecture or completely out-of-touch rant. For a little while i thought the reason i'd withdrawn from most everyone was because i was having a paranoid delusion that they were all conspiring against me, but turns out i wasn't so delusional after all. They're all acting weird now like they're not themselves and it's making me doubt my judgment. People i thought i could trust i can't and that's frustrating the hell out of me. It makes it hard to talk to anyone.
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And this is why i don't open up to people, because what's the point when they don't get it anyway? I'm so sick of starting to care for people and then having them turn around and lay out some bullshit lecture or completely out-of-touch rant. For a little while i thought the reason i'd withdrawn from most everyone was because i was having a paranoid delusion that they were all conspiring against me, but turns out i wasn't so delusional after all. They're all acting weird now like they're not themselves and it's making me doubt my judgment. People i thought i could trust i can't and that's frustrating the hell out of me. It makes it hard to talk to anyone.
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