La la la. Talk about anything to not talk about the one thing. I should go on Chatroulette. I kinda hoped to sleep through the whole day, but i guess olanzapine has its limits. I really would like to go back under the covers and hibernate anyway but unfortunately i have to get groceries. I should probably also work, although it's the last thing i want to do. Yesterday i stepped down to two cigarettes and i'm not sure that was the best choice of day. But there will always be things, you just grit your teeth and keep doing what's right. I don't know sometimes what's right. It all feels very ethereal.