amw (amw) wrote,
amw
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Okay. Worked stuff out with the dude tomorrow. God, this is totally my kryptonite. Meeting people, making plans, having to talk on the fucking phone, these are the things that absolutely terrify me. I can walk around at all weird hours of the night in a strange city where i barely speak the language. I can go to any random club by myself, talk to strangers, dance like no one's watching and feel happy as a clam. But as soon as i have to do something for someone, arrange to meet up or - God forbid - visit a friend's house, i get overwhelmed with anxiety. I am so broken.
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