I really have been busy, but. I have had a few much-needed nights out over the past month, but i've also spent weeknights working on school, weekends on school... And it's frustrating because i know half that time "working" was just me wasting time trying to enthuse myself to work. This coming Friday i have an assignment due, which is about 2/3 done and what i should be working on today. The week after that i have another assignment due which is 0% done and i should probably have tried to start today after i finished the first one. The really silly thing is if i just focused properly and got the shit done i would have more time to do fun things because i wouldn't be wasting it sitting here.
Anywho. I am doing alright. It's 2005 you know. I just want to make this year go somewhere. Last year a lot of positive things happened in moving out of my old house, getting a car, starting school again... but i didn't save any money and school really took a lot out of me. In a couple months i will have finished this term and then i may have a three-month gap till i complete my final unit because of scheduling at the university. And man i am going to enjoy those three months, in spite of still doing the 9 to 5 thang. But yeah, i do want to get somewhere this year. Last year was kind of a slow build to nothing. This year i want to be a fun year where i'm not stressing about things too much. I am so over stress. It sucks. I am also incredibly over university and any faith i had left in its relevance to real work. Having those letters on my resume better net me at least five grand or i will be pissed.
Actually five grand cash in hand would be sooo sweet right now. Oh, to see my debt back at zero :-) The thought makes me feel all fuzzy inside. Fuzzy wuzzy should be doing school work. Ha.