I'm still not comfortable writing in this journal, and all my old posts since July last year are gone forever, but i'm going to stay around so i can talk to my friends and see how they're going.
Maybe i'll feel able to write here in the future, maybe not. I've been writing in a paper journal the past month or so and even though i often have urges to rip pages out of that and burn them too... it's not going to happen. My "love journal" was a 21st birthday gift from T and it has a combination lock on it. She always knows what i need before i do. I love her so very much.
