Last night i bought an emergency pack of cigarettes. That's like the first pack of cigarettes i've bought for two years or something. I've smoked one so far. I don't want to fall back into that again. I had weird dreams all night last night and woke up crying. Man i've made some fucky mistakes over the years. Sometimes seems like everything's just better in my dreams.
It's really fucking cold. It's getting under 4 degrees (40F) at night. I was breathing all clouds this morning.
What should i do with myself???