amw (amw) wrote,

fuck getting old

I mean, seriously, fuck it with a fucking 12 inch dildo. Hard. I saw my doctor this morning he says "blood came back fine, but your ultrasound shows some blah blah doctor talk, you'll need to get a CT scan, you may have cirrhosis of the liver". THE FUCK!!!!!!!!! I'm twenty fucking seven! I'm not an alcoholic. Oh, but that's right, i take fucking liver-destroying medication so that i don't flip out and kill people. So you know, guess that's it for me. Even if the CT scan comes up negative, i basically need to quit anything naughty because, you know, i'm high risk. I'm actually really fucking scared right now and i hate it.
Tags: alcoholism, anxiety, sick

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