I want to be able to afford all those CDs i haven't bought in the last two years because i've been saving money for other things. I want to be able to sit down and play guitar for hours whenever i feel like it, make amazing music and not struggle to play the sounds i want to play. I want to sleep for days and try to get my energy back. I want to fly to America tomorrow and see my love again and hold her so close.
I want i want to do things and get out and be something and grow and be more than i ever have been. I want to get out and have fun and spend time doing the things i love with people i love and just feel free and happy and just for a while not stress about anything, not feel sick, none of it. I want to smile, i want i want to kiss her lips again...